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I still remember this quote above once being asked in one of my teaching interview test, and I was like blank out nothing was coming in my thought. Never before I think seriously about the career of being a teacher will be my whole life profession that I'll bring on in the future. Reason why is, I dreamed to be an accountant but family dumped me here. Even so I thanked God, this profession taught me a lot of things in this world I never know. Just to share, my experience on my first teaching interview which is really give big impact in my life is when I attended Mara's interview. I never ever forget how broken I feel that time.. The interviewer said to me, "You do not have the quality to be a teacher. You are good at pointer,but see what you have. You seem not prepared enough" I was like, eyes wide open and heart broken. Only god knows how do I feel.  I blamed myself for not being prepared for that interview because I have been told about that l...

With bestie, Mashella              Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget I always thought loving someone is the greatest feeling, but I realized that loving a friend is even better. We lose people we love, but we never lose true friends. I have this experience being forced whether to choose boyfriend and friends. My ex is a very jealous guy that one day he asked me to choose between him and my friends. I confused why he asked me that  kind of question, in my thought was he should give me some space and time to be with my friends too. But he didn't. He wanted me to be always at his side and talk to people less. I was like WTH is he doing with my life. I 've tried to talk less to people. Then what happened after 2 years and half of our relationship, he left me and went away with somebody. But still my friends are there for me. Sometimes I don't u...

This quote by Taylor Swift made me think twice of its truth. and I did find a hidden truth inside when I related my past life. I went through  many failed relationship, not only with special ones but also with my friends and family. I  came from eight siblings yet I am not too close with them especially my eldest sister. There is a gap between us which I do not understand where's the mistake in that. I admit I am the girl with high ego, social and seeking for fun outside.  Of all the love stories I had, this one that I been through right now is so different. I fall in love with people and get into relationship for years, but in the middle of the way it's just broken like that. There was a day I really give up and wanted to give my all to God. I made up my mind to close my heart for anyone to come in.  I thought it's working but a guy with the name Anthony messed up my life. The first time I met him was when I attended my sister's annual dinner school o...