We should love,not fall in love. Because everything that falls, gets broken.



This quote by Taylor Swift made me think twice of its truth. and I did find a hidden truth inside when I related my past life. I went through  many failed relationship, not only with special ones but also with my friends and family. I  came from eight siblings yet I am not too close with them especially my eldest sister. There is a gap between us which I do not understand where's the mistake in that. I admit I am the girl with high ego, social and seeking for fun outside. 

 Of all the love stories I had, this one that I been through right now is so different. I fall in love with people and get into relationship for years, but in the middle of the way it's just broken like that. There was a day I really give up and wanted to give my all to God. I made up my mind to close my heart for anyone to come in. 

 I thought it's working but a guy with the name Anthony messed up my life. The first time I met him was when I attended my sister's annual dinner school on November 2o12. He bullied me in one of the activities held, still I didn't feel anything weird inside of my heart. Months after that, I found out that He interested on me at our first met, and trying harder to make me fall on him. Day by day passed, I didn't show any good signs. My sister gave up on me. 

 That one day, I found this quote "We should love,not fall in love. Because everything that falls, gets broken". I was thinking this sentence deeply, again and again and trying to find out the truth hidden. What I found was, my craziness. I don't know somehow, my mind and eyes were opened to think about this guy. I can see his efforts, sincerity and kindness towards me, but I convinced myself, things would be like that for the first but later on when He got me, it will disappear. Even so, I pray to God to show me the way and guide me in everything I do. I take risk to give a chance to myself and him. I learn to love him, accept as what he is right now. 

 I should love so it won't broken, in that way I learn to appreciate someone who really cares for me. By god's will everything's going right. I believe in what so called MIRACLE. We didn't take too much time to know each other, I feel like years I knew him. I pray every things that we have planned will going on smoothly. Amin ;-)

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