Tragedy 'Good Friday'

Hi all! 


I'm coming Office today after a long sick holiday. A bitter tragedy happened on me last Friday (18 April 2014). Just few of my friends know what has happened. & some still wondering as I posted one of my latest picture on Facebook (https://www.facebook.com/alviana.jadin) Friends contacted me via Wechat, Facebook Chat & Phone Sms asking me why.

First of all I apologise for ignoring all the question why. I didn't mean to hide the truth where I was involved in a very bad accident. I just don't want people are worry about me. Especially those who really care for me. Thank you very much. I appreciate it very well.


Last Friday, My younger brother & I were on our way back to Kota Marudu, our village. We left Inanam, Kota Kinabalu around 7am after having our breakfast. I drove my car for the first time without someone expert beside me. I supposed to follow from behind of one of my friend heading to Kota Marudu as well, but can't manage to do so as we were a bit late.


Journey started. I didn't feel anything weird along the way. However, when I reached Kg Pandasan, Kota Belud I didn't noticed there was a sharp bend. I was looking at it very long when suddenly I lose control on my driving and bumpppp!!! The car was turned to upside down & fell down to the bridge. I remember my younger brother shouted to me to get out from the car as the car engine started to emit smokes, I was trying my best to get up and unlock the car.


When I opened the car door, I saw people came towards me. They pulled me out of the car and took me away. I heard of crying sound on my ears I was wondering why they cry. Am I hurt? Yes,  my lower lip torn, bleeding too much and under my mouth was a cut line. An aunty said there is a piece of mirror under my mouth so they tried to pull it out. As I looked for my brother I fell down. They claimed that I was fainted. But I remember all the anxious moments along the tragedy. 

I was then brought to Emergency ward at  Kota Belud Hospital. I was there for hours, the dental officer struggling stitch up my wounds. I should be thankful. Yes I am. I praise to the Lord for still giving my brother and I a second chance to live this life. In many cases I've heard, where the driver and passengers hurt badly. I feel so lucky I hurt my lips and a bit on my leg.


I decided not to call my family members. I know they will rush to Hospital if they know what has happened. At least I have my younger brother with me to take care of me there. I have my foster family in Kota Belud I have my close friends in Kota Kinabalu but I didn't give them a call. I'm sorry. I just want to calm down myself. I need a space and time for me & my younger brother to face this situation calmly:) 


Hoping you guys understand & respect the decision I've made. Only after all things done, I called one of my friend at Kota Kinabalu to help us, I believe he can help me handle the car and go to police station as he has the experiences on this stuff. Finally after a week, I'm getting better. I started to miss my work & my co-workers. Thank you God for this experience. It taught me a lot of lessons:)

I'm so lucky I'm not Rest in Peace, I really want to Reverse if Possible:) 

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